Five Months

     Grayson is five months old now!  This has been one of my favorite months so far, I think he's grown the most in this one.  He's still an awesome sleeper, loves to chew on his hands or anything else he can get in his mouth, and is a happy boy!

     During this last month Grayson discovered his toes, which he also loves to chew on.  He started rolling over from his back to his stomach.  He's gone from his stomach to his back a few times, but not consistently, like he can the other way.  One time I woke up and he was on his stomach. 😱  As if I wasn't paranoid already, I am even more now haha.  He also started to hold his bottle when I'm feeding him.  He's paying more attention to what we're eating and reaching for things to put in his mouth.  I'm thinking about starting him on some solids within the next few weeks.

     Grayson took his first trip to Utah for Christmas.  He did awesome traveling in the six hour car ride, and then got to take his first airplane ride on the way home.  

     Utah was so much fun and I loved watching Saylor with G.  She was so cute with him.  We saw some family and friends, did a little shopping, and went to BYU.
     It was a great month!

                     

Saylor giving him kisses hahaha                He loves this toy he got for Christmas!

One Year

     A year ago yesterday, January 4, 2016, I found out I was pregnant.  I decided to write down a few thoughts and things about my pregnancy, just so I remember.

     During my pregnancy I wasn't sick or anything.  Those first few weeks of being pregnant, I only had one symptom (missed period.) It was the first day back at school after Christmas break and I randomly decided to take a pregnancy test.  I didn't even tell Bryant I was taking it.  I got out of the bath that night and took one and it was positive!  I walked out of the bathroom and said "Bryant..." and he replied, "Did you take a pregnancy test!?"  I was so excited, and Bryant was too, but he was a little skeptical and went to the store the next day to buy a different brand of tests, just to be sure.  I took three total tests, and sure enough they were all positive!

     

     That following weekend we traveled to Lousiana for Bryant's younger brother's wedding.  Like I said before, I never was sick, but the one and only time I felt nauseous during my pregnancy was around 5:00 in the morning at the airport in New Orleans.  There were a few comments made by Bryant that weekend + running back and forth to the bathroom thinking I was going to throw up, I for sure thought someone would realize I was pregnant. 

     My first appointment with my doctor was a few weeks later.  I did blood work and all that good stuff to be sure that I was pregnant.  They gave me a due date of August 15 and I would come back in a few weeks, when I was 12 weeks along, for my first ultrasound and genetic testing.

     The first time we saw our baby was on February 3rd.  It was so amazing to see and hear his little heart, and his little body moving around.

     In order to do the genetic testing, the baby had to be between 12-14 weeks.  Based on his measurements, I wasn't as far along as they had originally thought, and was only 9 weeks along.  They pushed my due date back to September 3rd.  I was so bummed to have to wait longer to meet our baby, but I got to have another ultra sound three weeks later to actually do the genetic testing then.

     After our first ultrasound, we told our families.  Our oldest nephew, Reggie, was getting baptized that weekend so we told all of Bryant's family then.  We FaceTimed my sisters and parents individually to tell them.  Court thought I was FaceTiming her on accident because we never FaceTime, but her reaction was one of my favorite.  I don't think I could even finish telling her I was pregnant before she started crying!  It was so sweet.

2nd ultrasound at 12 weeks

     I had a great pregnancy so far.  I told my class when I was around 16 weeks and it was so fun to see their reactions.  One kid even said he was going to cry! Haha.

     Around this time Bryant and I also started talking about names for the baby.  We were watching this show, "Chrisley Knows Best," and his son's name is Grayson.  One night I said, "Hmmm, that's kind of cute." A few days later Bryant said he liked that name too and ever since then (even before we knew if we were having a boy or girl), our baby was Grayson or Gray.

     We went in for the gender ultrasound on April 6, when I was 18 weeks.  Most of our families thought I was having a boy and Bryant wanted a boy SO bad. I thought everyone would jinx it, and we'd be having a girl, but sure enough, he was a boy!  Bryant literally cheered out loud when the ultrasound tech told us.  I would have been excited either way, but was glad to have the first baby boy on my side of the family :)

Our baby boy!

     I first felt Grayson move when I was was exactly 20 weeks along.  It was a Saturday morning and I had just woken up and was still in bed.  At first I thought it was Bryant poking me in the stomach because it came out of now where and happened really fast.  A little while later it happened again and I realized that it was the baby!  I was so excited and couldn't stop smiling the rest of the day.  After that, I didn't feel him too often.  I think Bryant only felt him move like twice.  I would get so paranoid and there would be nights where I would just pray and pray to feel him so I knew that something hadn't happened to him. 

     The rest of my pregnancy was smooth sailing until the last month.  I was so hot all the time, getting swollen, and gaining weight FAST.  I was miserable and ended up being induced two and a half weeks early because of my high blood pressure.  We met our perfect baby boy on August 18, which ended up being closer to the first due date they gave me than to my actual due date!  It was a wild and crazy labor, and nothing how I imagined, but Grayson and I were both healthy, which I was glad for.  Life is so much better with him here, I can't believe I've known him for a whole year now!

     

   

DIY Handprint Ornament

     I knew that I wanted to make a Christmas ornament this year with Grayson's handprint on it.  I wanted something a little cuter than the typical homemade salt dough or clay ones.  This is what I came up with:

    

It didn't turn out as cute as I had envisioned in my mind, but I'm still happy with it.  Below are the directions for how I made it.

Materials Needed

Wood Coaster

Black Acrylic Paint
Foam Paint Brush
Permanent Markers
Ribbon
Gorilla Glue

1.  Paint child's hand so it's completely covered in paint.
2. Stick hand on wood and press down firmly.
3.  Pull up hand.  Be careful to pull directly up, so you don't smear the paint!
4.  Let dry and then write name, year, and design.
5.  Put a dot of glue on the back and add ribbon so you can hang it on a tree!

     Pretty easy!  Unless your not artistic and have a wiggly baby (like me.)  Haha.  If I could do it over I would wait until Grayson was asleep or Bryant was home to help me before I painted his hand.  He just wanted to hold onto the paint brush the entire time!
     I would also get a paint pen to use or practice more before writing his name and doing the design before I did it.
     I also wanted to put a bow at the top of the wood and hang the ribbon up there but his handprint was too close to the edge of it. Oh well.
     Like I said, I'm happy with how it turned out and his grandma's loved theirs! What kind of homemade ornaments have you made?

Four Months

     My baby is four months old!  It's been a great month!  His four month well-check is tomorrow so we'll find out how much he weighs then.  He's still my sweet, small, baby boy but I can definitely tell he's gotten bigger.   Especially when he's next to his new born (second) cousin, Chloe...she makes him seem HUGE! Haha.

 He's wearing 3-6 month clothes and in size 2 diapers now.  He loves chewing on his fingers and is so drooly.  He hasn't rolled over or anything yet, but he is a wiggly little guy.  It's not uncommon for me to wake up and have him be in a completely different position in his bed than how I put him to bed.  He always wakes up smiling and is finding his voice.  He always holds onto my fingers when I'm feeding him, it's my favorite.
                                        

     This past month he got to meet the rest of his aunts, uncles, and cousins during Thanksgiving.  All of Bryant's family came here for Thanksgiving so we had a big crowd!  It was so much fun and I love seeing how much our little boy is loved.

 

   I am looking forward to celebrating Christmas with him. Last Christmas I was pregnant and didn't even know it yet. It's crazy that I have a four month old this year! Having a baby makes everything better!  Until next month...

Three Months

     Grayson is three months old today!  I feel like he's grown a lot in this past month.  He had a doctor's appointment last Friday and was up to 11 lbs, 6 oz and I'm sure this week he's gained a few more ounces.  He is still becoming stronger and more aware every day.  I love watching him discover the world around him.  He is still sleeping awesome for the most part (only had one bad night in the last month, he wouldn't sleep unless I was holding him).  He typically will sleep from 8:30/9 - 7:00/8, only waking up once around 4:00 to eat.  He is awesome!!

     He is most smiley for me but becomes very concerned whenever I try to take a picture.

              

     He is getting to be so talkative! Mostly in the morning.

     And dressed up as a shark for Halloween.

     

     I'm just obsessed with him!  He's looking forward to next week and meeting the last of his aunts, uncles, and cousins!  I'm looking for to it too and to celebrating the holiday's with him.  I just love my little man!

Two Months

     As of yesterday, Grayson is now two months old! The day after he turned one month, he was back up to his birth weight (7 lbs, 5 oz).  Two weeks after that, we had another weight check and he was up to 8 lbs, 4 oz and yesterday at his two month appointment he was 9 lbs, 15 oz! He's still really small (7th percentile) but finally gaining weight!  I am so happy and we don't have to go back to the pediatrician until his four month appointment now.  He also had an ultra sound on his stomach, where he cried the whole time.  There was too much gas in his stomach to be able to see anything.  We started him on acid reflex medicine, which seems to be helping.  He usually only wakes up two times during the night to eat, but the last three nights he's slept in 7-8 hour stretches and has only woken up once!  I hope this will become a regular thing!

     This last month G went on his first trip to California.  He had fun meeting new aunts, uncles, cousins, and his great grandma Jo.  Bryant's Grandpa Johansson died a month before G was born, so I'm glad that he got to meet his grandma.   

     Grayson also had a special day at church, where Bryant gave him a blessing.  For those who aren't LDS (Mormon), a baby blessing is just a special blessing in church that we give new babies.  You can bless them with strength, faith, health, or anything else that you would like.  We were so grateful for all for all of the family that traveled near and far to make it!

   Those two things were really it for his second month of life.  He is starting to become more alert, smiley, and strong every day.  When he wakes up for the day, he is the most happy and smiley.  He is starting to become aware of his surroundings, like when we're watching TV or the mobile in his swing.  He usually falls asleep in his carseat whenever we drive anywhere.  He likes baths more and more each time but does not like to be taken out of it.  He still makes the cutest noises and will sometimes laugh in his sleep.

     I love being this little guys mom and love staying home with him!  I'm so grateful for Bryant for working hard so that I can.  I love watching him grow and discover the things around him.  Thanks for letting me be your mom, G!  I love you forever!

                                                                                                                           

 

 

One Month

     How is my baby one month old already?!

 It has gone by so, so fast.  It has been the best, hardest, happiest, tiredest month of my life.  Motherhood is hard.  You have it in your mind how you think your baby will be and how you'll be as a mother.  (Well at least I did.)  Newsflash, its not going to be as you thought.  I should've realized this when my labor and delivery went nothing like I imagined.
     Grayson's first appointment with his pediatrician was six days after he was born.  She was concerned about jaundice so every day for the next week, we had to go back for him to have his heel pricked.  We also had to go to the hospital for his PKU test (another heel prick) and to redo the hearing test, which he failed twice after he was born. (He passed the third time, and Bryant says he can now hear 100% of the time. Haha)  His bilirubin levels went down, but two weeks after he was born he still wasn't up to his birth weight.  I started supplementing formula every other feeding to see if that would help.  Here we are, a month after he's been born, and he still isn't back at his birth weight.  It breaks my heart; I feel like it's my fault. We are working to try a few different things to see if that'll help him gain weight and he's had an x-ray on his abdomen and will also have an ultrasound to see if there's anything going on inside of him that could be preventing him.
     Besides all of these problems, and going to the doctor so often, we still think he's pretty perfect.  He had a great first month meeting his grandmas, grandpas, aunts, uncles, and cousins and is looking forward to the next month when he gets to meet even more! He loves the "Rudy" soundtrack, his swing, and when Bryant sings him Hootie and the Blowfish.  I love watching those two together.  G makes the cutest grunts and noises, I never want to forget them.  Especially when he sneezes and then sighs afterwards.
     Even on the roughest of days, when I put him in to bed, I can't help but smile because one, he's so freaking cute (sorry, Karen!), and two, I still can't believe he's ours and I feel so blessed to be his mom.
   I love you, G! Here's to gaining weight in your second month of life.